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NAME: Russel
AGE : 21
D.O.B: 07/03/1988

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

Got myself quite a number of stuff this month.. the month of MARCH.. izzit becoz my bday falls on the march or it jus happen to be like tat.. hahaz. first of all my new desktop.. everything in Black.. hahaz.. i love it.. but Shiyun haven seen it in real before.. =(

hey i setup the whole computer at my sister room.. "hey jie.. don mind right. lol"
my own built deskstop.. Cool right.. so proud of myself. (thanks to denise.. without her suppose.. my CPU cant operate.. )


went to meet shiyun to go get my TIMBUK2 bag. finally.. after 4 to 5mth of thinkin and analysis.. i decided to get this bag.. i nv think so much for a stuff in my life before.. i'm serious. i use to buy thing jus like tat. nv think. see things i like, got the cash i buy.. now diff. hahaz. think for months.. lolz.. think whether i need it anot.. will i use awhile then throw one side and things like tat.. actually i got A bag.. which i bring around wit me.. i bought it on a sale at River Island. erm think back.. i think is shiyun bought for me de. hahaz. so my one and only bag
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my one and only bag

so this is the bag i bought after thinkin through for so long.. actually i like it full black. hahaz. shiyun ask me to get the crumpler instead of this but i find tat the compartment in this bag are more. and this bag is waterproof.. the rest i find it almost the same. most importantly it is cheaper than crumpler. hahaz.

Black TIMBUK2


also bought this 3 lovely pair of shoe. i had blogged abt it le. so need not go much into details. O.o lovely.. hahaz. abit weird..

I LOVE MY PEDRO!!

my wish list is getting lesser.. hahaz..

school started on monday.. i always thought tat the next module is math.. i can relax abit. but gosh! is A math.. AGAIN.. thing tat i nv study before.. why am i makin myself suffer so much.. err.. too bad la.. wat to do.. i choose to study this de.. got to study real hard again this time round. somemore the text book is like so expensive.. all togther 3 stupid book cost me around $177 like.. wth!! cum i got a lecture who do not knw how to teach.. when he did something wrong. and we pin pointed it out. all he could say was.. " haiz.. really not my day" wa kaoz..... i tell him i don understand wat he was trying to say and ask him to explain to me again.. in the end he look at me wit tat doubt face.. and say.. you sure anot.. are you joking.. after he explain i still don understand.. then he say he don knw how to explain in any way more simple.. wth!! damn.. lucky shiyun is damn freaking good in math. her sister Sili also very good.. if i'm not wrong wawa also good in math.. so all of them so good. think not much of a problem..

did i mention the name wawa.. hahaz. think shiyun really miss her alot.. i can feel it. erm speechless.. cause i knw she really.. erm not only she ba. as in the whole family will find it weird without the present of wawa.. hahaz.. regret not takin photo wit wawa alone on her wedding.. damn. k gtg study le.. catch up abit..


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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

LOVE
The special feeling that makes you feel all warm and wonderful

RESPECT
Treating others as well as you would like to be treated

APPRECIATION
To be grateful for all the good things that life has offer

HAPPINESS
The full enjoyment of each moment. A smiling face!

FORGIVENESS
The ability to let things be without anger

SHARING
The joy of giving without thought of receiving

HONESTY
The quality of always telling the truth

INTEGRITY
The purity of doing what's right, no matter what

COMPASSION
The essence of feeling another's pain, while easing their hurt

PEACE
The reward for listing the 10Most important thing in your life


the above words are MY definition.. how abt yours.. how many of the above have you met.. be honest to yourself.. =)

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Sunday, March 22, 2009


A british man gets really fed up with his wife's complaints advertised her for sale and got a number of offers.. izzit this very funny.. hahaz..

ADVERTISEMENT

Nagging wife. No Tax, No MOT. Very high maintenance -- some rust.. wrote Gary Bates, 38, in a small ad in Trade-It, more usually used to buy and sell cars or household goods.

Bates, a self-employed builder from Gloucestershire, snapped after his wife Donna on got on his nerves while she was watching TV and decided to place the ad as a joke.

"She was nagging me for doing something small, while she was watching some rubbish on TV. So i just thought i'd put an ad to get rid of her..

" i didnt think anyone would ring up but i have had at least 10 ppl callin abt her. it's gone msd. there was no one i knw jus ppl calling and asking, 'Is she still available?' "

this couple only married last yr and bates said his 40 yr old wife whom he advertitsed in then magazine's free to collect section along with some of his fishing tackle initially gave him " a bit of an ear - bashing."

but he said: " she's seen the funny side of it now though!"

haha.. funny isnt it.. lolz.

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

i'm tired.. shall update all the photo and things abt the wedding when i got the photo and time. wahaha. nitez..

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Friday, March 20, 2009

went to catch a movie wit shiyun after work today watched "coming soon" hahaz.. i got shock and jump a few time during the show. i have to admit some part are really scary. especially when i expect some thing to happen yet it didnt but when i didnt expect it to happen it BOO! hahaz.. tat's why sometime i don understand why will i pay money to scare myself.

after movie when around to shop. got myself 3 pair of shoe from Pedro. Shiyun also like those shoe. she say those shoes are nice and worth buyin. hahaz.. feel so happy and shiok. shoe are nice. hahaz. i long wanna get the sandals from pedro but didnt cause feel abit costly. but i got till ytd at a very low price. due to some promotion at city link and the Shop itself. somemore wit JunQuan's member card. hahaz..


this is the lastest design. its a new arrival

i gonna wear this in the morning help out(suppose to be brown. phone camera not good turn out to be black)

this is the sandals i'm talkin abt. i'm loving it.!

few more hrs later gonna help out in a wedding. hahaz. i have attend quite a number of wedding dinner and stuff like tat. but nv had i help out. i gonna be JunQuan's bro to help him open up the door. hahaz. don really knw wat's gonna happen tml but.. erm think ok de la.. hahaz. gonna reach his house by 6a.m dress code.. White Shirt, Pants, Shoe, and BLUE tie.. hahaz.

maybe too excited le. cant get myself to sleep.. shall play some games. (left 4 dead) i'm abit addidted to it.. whahahaz..

SAD :: 11:17 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

天下无不散之宴

finally my bday celebration have ended.. erm lasted like so long. hahaz. really thanks to those who had wished me and those who had make an effort to meet me and celebrate wit me. too much name to type so jus thanks to everyone.

i think i'm abit crazy. hahaz. 4days of IT show.. i went a day. isnt tat crazy. i can even tell you which part got sell wat and things like tat.. thursday went down to see see look look. check out the price and things. friday went there to buy a 42 inch TV, sat went to collect the TV and my new computer which i setup myself.. feel so proud of myself.. hahaz. best thing is. i bought my ASUS monitor. hahaz. IT show sold out then i was so sad. but i went to sim lim to check they say the shock will come on the 16th so on choice i waitin.. but who knws.. they call and say the shock on the way.. hahaz.

i don knw wat i'm talkin abt also. jus too piss off.. kaoz. don wanna blog le la.. thanks to my good "brother and sister" kaoz.

SAD :: 7:24 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009


always expect the unexpected!!

first of all.. happy 21st birthday to myself.. i'm 21 now feeling so old now. hahaz. anyway have been stacking my pillow high up and thinking of what on earth have i done for the past 21 yrs.. and i summarise it into this -----> what a roller coaster life i have.. hahaz..

at the age of 14 this is where my life really start to change.. i become very playful. play in school sleep in class mix around with high profile guys in school. fight in school. go home late this and tat.. end my 2yrs relationship.. slight slope down..

age of 15.. from express stream i drop to normal.. i didnt realise my mistake.. instead i play more. some of the days i even skip school.. study till half way run out of the school.. but one thing i'm very sure of.. i have never been late for school.. NEVER!! then when to work.. had a couple of relationship.. short term de. cant really rmb much.. don wanna think abt it also.. cause i find myself very bad..

age of 16.. extreme.. the first thing i finish my school i will go home straight and hit the arcade.. playin video games la. as usual.. mix wit high profile ppl.. but this time abit diff.. they are of higher profile ppl. ppl wit tattoo etc.. also my GCE 'N' level.. didnt do really well.. in the end fail and retake my 'N' level again.. single this time.

age of 17.. realise i need to get something done. need to really study.. kind of put in abit of effort in my studies. still sleep in class and things like tat.. but in the end my result not bad la.. allow me to take GCE 'O'.. during the holidays learn to play with bike.. hahaz. got myself injury and many many more.. and think is my first down slope in my relationship.. thanks to you knw who you are..

age of 18.. start to tone down abit. as and when i will still join fight in school. hahaz. but don really bother much abt those things anymore. too high profile in school le.. too famous le. so don need to bother too much need to tone down abit. hahaz.. humble abit. GCE 'O' level not bad. but didnt enter into any poly due to the course i wan i couldnt get in and the course they give me is something i'm not interested in. so when to work at OOSH.. get to know more friends.. hahaz. relationship goin up slope.

age of 19.. this is the age where my life really start to change.. start wit work first.. i work in OOSH in the Jap resturant.. then quit and move to ichiban sushi as a cook. then quit and move to tonkichi at a cook again. then back to yen(oosh) and to curry flavour. woa.. change quite a number of job but all quite fun la. learn alot abt jap line this and tat.. relationship part.. get know this pretty lady which is my current girlfriend now. think all my friends know abt it. this is where i start to find myself changing. from a 不爽就打的人。。to a 忍气吞声的人.. character change alot.. no longer da da sa sa.. more of a good guy i should say.. really thanks to her.. hahaz. then goin to the end of the yr.. i serve my NS in the Police Force..

age of 20.. still in the Police Force.. gonna my license.. transfer to Police Coast Guard.. get my promotion.. get to see different kind of ppl. good bad lazy alot la.. hahaz. sister leave singapore to china to study. get to knw more friends and also get to knw more abt those friends i already knw them.. you knw who you are. don wanna mention names out.. hahaz. get to contact wit ppl whom i've lost contact wit.. by accident of wat so ever i don care. get to knw the truth of many things. and find education is important in life so went for part time studies.. in biomedical science. currently still studying. study in something which i nv study before. CHEMISTRY.. but alright thanks to Shiyun who guide me throughout the 4mths of suffering.. thanks to her sister also for lenting me some of her notes. thanks to my dearest sister who has went to china to further her studies.. jus happen tat my final exam was on the 21st jan she came back to celebrate CNY on the 18th jan.. so those 3 days she help me alot.. really thanks.. yup my result is out.. BUT.. there is always a BUT. i haven see yet. hahaz..

and now 07032009.. limbei... me.. 我.. is 21 yrs old now.. SO.. hahaz.. still in NS.. still studying. hahaz. don knw la.. actually miss out quite alot la.. but whatever la.. cannot be really write out everything de ma.. if write out everything wanna read till when lehz.. hahaz..

why i start the entry wit expect the unexpected.. cause the moment the clock struck 07032009 at 00:00 hrs my phone starts ringing.. the very very first msg i receive from is none other than my brother.. SEAH SOON SOON.. wa kaoz.. shock arz.. really didnt even think he will msg me arz.. wahahaz. thanks bro.. follow by shiyun, beesim's call and sms, iswady, melvin, kiat loon(sheng ge), peggy, sharon, aaron, willy, mummy(god mother), guicheng, kaixuan, jasmine, jolene and then jus now denise mum.. thanks to everyone. before my bday i also got a few la.. like LEE WEE YUAN(call and say happy bday and say he wanna sleep le), ah kim, malo, my CO more to my base de la. but still thanks. hahaz.. expected a few sms from some of them but didnt.. don expect de got alot.. hahaz. still happy though. hahaz.........................................................................................................................

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

one more thing that piss me off and i will cancel all my whatever celebrating for my bday.. i don give a damn.. i mean what i say. FUCK!!

SAD :: 8:38 PM

Monday, March 2, 2009


just miss those days where i will get myself wet in the heavy rain. NS getting boring..! IT fair coming.. should i go? erm wondering.! Iswady msg me today saying he is planning on another gathering before school starts, that's cool. looking forward to it.

sweet, simple and nice, that all i want it to be!

why do we have random thoughts when we are alone.! sometime i just don like the feeling. worse thing is you cant control. i suppose to be happy but something somewhere just isn't right.

SAD :: 7:41 PM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

if there is such Pacifier. i swear i will buy and use it on my mum at times.. err.. can you just Shhh..! for a day. just one full day..

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happen to see something interesting today..!

The year is made up of 365DAYS each having 24HOURS, 12 of which are night time hours whhich add up to a total of 182DAYS

This leaves you with 183DAYS to work minus 52 SUNDAYS which leaves you 131DAYS to work minus another 52 SATURDAYS which leaves you 79 DAYS to work.

3hours each day are set aside for eating and 1 hour for bathing, going to the toilet which adds up to 60DAYS, which leaves you only 19DAYS for working.

you are entitled to 14DAYS for your vacation which means you have 5DAYS left for your work minus 4DAYS you usually take off due to illness or other emergencies, which eave you only ONE DAY to work, which Happen to be LABOUR DAY which is a HOLIDAY.

SO, WHY ARE YOU TIRED???



when out with my psb friends ytd. hahaz. as usual lorz. laugher and laugher. hahaz. ytd was the first time i when to seoul graden and the moment they knew abt it they were all stun and everyone were looking at me with tat doubt expression. iswady was like nvm nvm.. its ok. there is ok. he actual say ' so you are no longer a virgin to seoul garden' wahahaz and there they are laughing again. think back. it really feel kinda weird. but its ok.

then went to B&J to chit chat. then off we go, home sweet home. this outing was actually for me because they thought i wont be joining them for the next module, so they call up a meet up session. indeed touch. i didnt expect this to happen. neither do i know they actual feel sad when they knew about it. i was surprise.

in class i'm like always to myself didnt mix alot with them just normal. i know them for like 4mths, and it isnt like secondary life where you get to see your friends everyday. maybe is the bonding. we don talk but we know each and everyone of us are around are hahaz. to be honest some i don even knw their name. i give them nick name. promise a meet up soon before we spilt up. hahaz. and say we will hop on to one of a gals car for the next meeting. actually this gal. she is kind of small in size. BUT she drives a TOYOTA ESTIMA. which is even bigger than my WISH. its an SUV car.. lolz. 8 seater..!

next week will be kind of busy. cause some of my friends booked me to celebrate my birthday for me, and i got a D&D to attend. sometime in life you wan something very badly you wont get it. but when you didnt expect something it jus pop put like tat.

due to many many reason why i didnt wanna have a party like wat pat has done. ya is 21st birthday. suppose to be a grant big day. but its ok.. its jus another day!

hope the dreams jus wont come true.. hahaz!!


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