Went for duty this morning. went there extra early cause i got a feelin i need to clear alot of shit for ppl. indeed i have to. haiz.
reach base at around 0630hrs. when to check the 2T room.. OMG!! things not done.. i have to do.. after clearin up the shit. went to check on the boat.. OMG agian!! ya thanks really thanks to Mr Khai..
I already try my best not to take any leave le.. cause i knw. each time i come back from my leave. something some where will go wrong but what can i do. i also don wanna take on friday. but i got Dragon Boat and canoe Competition. This coming 12th &13th i'm on course. i'm goin to be dead again.. once more. save me.. no one can be trusted. i cant trust anyone. cause no one can handle my job well.. i'm not tryin to say i'm good. but i cant find anyone in LCK who can do better than me.. ya there is one. who i think is equally good as me. Aaron New..
Sent an sms to Ken Wong. hope he could do something.. but in the end.. the reply was to ask me to endure abit more.. and this time round one more person malo.. haiz.. your say easy la.. i suffering ma.. CO these few days are comin down hard on me.. askin me to answer all the things he has done. wat am i suppose to say. how am i goin to write my report.
I'm feelin so pressure but who knws. i always have to put on a mask to face ppl around me. who has ever understand the thing i'm goin through now.. no one does..! I tell myself.. its ok.. tml wit be a brighter.. the earth wont stop spinning for me..
ENDURE!! is the key!!