group photo
Me & Patriciatap tap.. ( on my shoulder of course)
Stranger: are you a Japanese??
Me: huh??
Stranger: are you a Japanese??
Me: O.o erm no, why?
Stranger: cause you look like one, plus you are wearing a jacket with the word NIPPON on it.
Me: hahaz. izzit.. but i'm not. hahaz.
strange isnt it.. i was on my way home after my duty and on the train this person just came to me from no where hahaz. ok. i didnt close down my blog. but just keep it somewhere tat nobody knows abt it. so tat when i got time.. i can fix it. abit here and there.. hahaz. erm actually not much of a diff as before la.. but erm jus few changes.. ok.. everything remain the same. Just some of the wishes i have fulfill have been taken down and new wishes updated..
erm on the 18th went you patricia's 21st bday.. pic uploaded. hahaz.
CNY.. erm.. nth much la.. just i wasnt feelin very happy abt my aunt on the very first day la.. let me go into details. first day of CNY as usual.. will go to my father side to bai nian first.. this yr abit diff.. is me the great one who drive my family around.. wahahaz. ok.. then bai nian la.. this and tat la.. next stop my mother side.. same la.. hahaz...... at night.. went to send my family home.. on the way drop my dad first cause he wants to go home first while the others wanna go chiong pang to buy KFC..
finish buyin KFC.. while on the way home.. here comes the part where i'm most dulan wit..
Mum: jus now your gugu were talkin to me abt you lehz.
Me: then wat they say?
Mum: they say they heard tat you're studyin. and ask me who pay for your school fees.. then i say me lorz.
Me: then
Mum: they say why don wanna ask you to pay yourself. then i say no la.. he in NS.. where got so much $$ to pay.. then your gugu say.. then don bother abt him la. ask him to finish NS then come out to study lorz. i see he like not very good to you like tat.. why bother so much abt him.. my son i also don care abt him.. wanna study. earn his own money then study.
Me: then wat you say.
Mum: nth lorz. jus smile smile lorz
Me: wa you also wont help me de lorz. ppl like tat say your son you jus smile smile.. Mum: got la got la.. i say you look like tat but you are not la.. i got say i go hong kong tat even you not enough $$ to spend le you still give me S$200
sister: among the 3 children Russel 最有你的心！
inside my heart i knw she didnt say.. inside me i knw she jus smile only. she didnt voice out for me. i knw. she say she did jus to make me feel abit better at tat very moment. i knew it but i kept quiet. i got nth to say. ya. i may look like i am not very good to my mum. but deep down she should knw i'm not wat i look like. i'm not angry abt anything. i'm upset more than anything. you woke me up early in the mornin on my only off tat on tat week at 7plus amost to 8 jus to ask me to send to bugis. cause you say you don knw how to go and you goin to HK wanna go pray.. fine! i woke up i drive you there. i was sleepin soundly you call and say you at the market carry alot of things.. you alone cant carry.. i nv say much i go help you. you call and say you admit into the hospital. i immdiately take urgent leave and rush down by cab from Lim Chu Kang all the way to TTS.. have you ever spare a thought on how i feel.. haiz. don wanna say le la..
don feel like writin le. friday Dragon Boat Competition. hahaz.
My 2009 resolution.. hahaz.. only she knws. kekez!!