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NAME: Russel
AGE : 21
D.O.B: 07/03/1988

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Thursday, October 30, 2008

wa..! 16th arz.. must as well don run..!!
weak la.. sibei no face lehz!! short of one position!!
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as expected this will happen. this is all the stuff ppl from my base are tellin me. haiz.. i didnt really react much.. jus a smile and i walk off.. too sad to react.. don knw why this kind of things spread so fast.. even ppl on leave on medical leave also knw i get 16th.. maybe becoz of the email.. tat's why ppl knw..

some of them actually say is good enough.. some take me as a joke.. one of the TL actually say this to me.. "did you watch Naruto.. you are jus like him.. still got alot of chakara. but don knw how to open it up and use.." after i hear this i was like.. wth you trying to say.. but if those who really care and give me encouragment from the bottom of your heart.. i'm really thankful

CO talk to me today.. ask me abt the cross country thing.. ask me how i feel anyway to improve this and tat.. i told her honestly how i feel.. wat ppl in the base are saying. i'm sad.. they don knw how i feel.. 在我的伤口上撒盐。 i also feel bad.. i also wanna get top 15th.

i tell CO.. she send 3 NS man for the cross country to represent our base.. they are not even in the top 30.. at least i get into the top 20th.. but i'm the only one gettin the shit.. why didnt they throw all those comment they had throw to me.. to them.. cant they be abit fair to me.. then must well i get last few la.. i'm the one who is the most sad person lorz.. that trophy jus fly away right infront of me and i cant do anything.. they are not runner from division lehz.. they are the special task team and garkha lehz.. they job is to train and train.. wat abt me.. i don even have enough time to train.. i even forget tat the X-country fall on tat day..

a week before i run i'm sick.. my body also haven fully recover yet.. i'm still havin cough.. i knw this are all excuse but.. be fair to me plz.. i'm a human.. i got feelin de lehz..

ya.. i knw by tellin CO abt all this make me look like very low class ppl.. but tat's how i feel.. all she say was.. i understand i understand.. wat does she really knw.. still ask me to train harder go again next yr.. ya.. next year i will sure go.. but this time i will run as an indivual.. representing myself..

shouldnt really bother abt them.. that's the reason why i choose not to explain to them, not to voice out when i receive those comment.. ya.. maybe they are really tat good.. ya.. i'm weak.. so.. tat's my limit for the time being.. STS, Gurkha.. i will be back.. hahaz..

shouldnt let all this bother me.. something i'm proud of.. i actually understand redox reaction.. hahaz.. the way it break down the chemical equation and balancing them.. haha.. shiyun also haven teach me.. i knw le.. wahahaz.. clever lehz.. i think chemistry is starting to get interesting.. but all thanks to Shiyun.. something really feel bliss you have her around..

anyway sorry abt tat they when you spend your time teaching me the acid and base thing. i actually throw temper at you.. hahaz..

erm shiyun was out for dinner wit a guy today.. hahaz. those who knw me well enough will be stun right.. why will i ever lent my girlfriend to some guys for his ORD dinner.. jus the 2 of them. hahaz. seriously i don knw lehz. she call me tellin me his friend cant find a gal to attend his ORD night.. so got no choice but to ask her..

i did allow her to go her. cause i knw she wants to go.. she wanna to help her frienz. ya.. this guy was her Sec. school friend. i heard of the name before. but don really remember how he look. anyway she went for the dinner.. hahaz. for the whole night i was quite ok la.. jus abit jealous here and there la.. i did tell her. if she had give me a msg while the dinner is still on.. i might not feel jealous at all.. hahaz.. cause at least i knw she still cares and knw my exist..

denise did call me.. and i did tell her abt this.. some comment from her la.. but ok la.. nth much.. ended school.. class mate ask.. whether i meetin my GF.. i told them shiyun havin dinner.. they were so stun.. hahaz.. this is wat they tell me.. "hell no will i ever let my GF go to some ORD dinner wit a guy.. so wat if they are very close.. in the end they are jus friends, some more you are in NS" ORD come on.! wake up Russel.. you must be mad..

hahaz.. don worry.. actually this time i'm really really ok wit it.. too bad.. i got a pretty gal that ppl wanna lent to show off.. why not.. hahaz. somemore she is kind to her his friend ma.. wahahaz.

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